December 2010
86 posts
youtube and google
Idk what the FUCK I’d do without it
lol.
Currently trying to figure out how to open a beer bottle with a lighter 0_o lol I feel so hopeless.
——
.. I ended up opening it with a freakin fork. :P
One thing I reallyyyyyy absolutely cannot stand is when he starts to become this huge hypocrite. Getting mad at me for what.. the SAME EXACT shit he does.
-_-
Looking at
my suitcase that I brought… and DAMN did I overpack. I was only here since like.. Sunday.. and I already leave tomorrow night. I brought about like two weeks worth of clothes since I couldn’t decide which ones to bring. lol oh gahd. Maybe I should leave some here.
Find yourself before trying to find someone else.
Never expect something in return. Do things out of...
Note to self
One thing I WILL DO in 2011 is
GO SKY DIVING!
I swear I’ve been telling myself that for about two years now. lol but I’m serious!! I really do wanna go.
I don't have the perfect relationship
jennilyynn:
but i can say that it’s the best one i ever had.
winter wonderland
Debating.
I’m kinda leaning on NOT going. Kinda over raves.. and definitely do NOT want to experience what happened the last time with Ryno -_- (annoying) And soooo much money! that I’d rather use on shopping lol
But
at the same time it sounds soooo fun! Lol I don’t wanna be like fuck, I should’ve gone.. I missed out.. ugh
Oh the decisions lol I wonder who’s...
Bored
oh so very bored
I should probably do my english paper that was due like three weeks ago :/ or I could even download music.. but ugh. I just wanna get out and do something! I’m sick of staying in. lol. faaackin kauai
bleh someone save me
I’ve heard it a million times. “You can do better. You deserve so much more.” In...
– -the heart (via itsleeannlovee)
Foreal, tho? lol
(via hbjonez)
"Every saint has a past, every sinner has a...
cindybooboo:
when i look back at my life & think of YOU, the only word that comes to mind is MISTAKE. You WERE a mistake, ARE a mistake, & will ALWAYS be a mistake.
Back and forth
Oahu to Kauai. Currently back on Kauai since my auntie and cousins are here visiting. I would love this island if there were more things to do… or if Ryno or my friends came here to visit with me! I love it here, it’s so chill. But I feel like it’s TOO CHILL. Like it’s too boring to be sober all the time here.. lol. A friend that comes here quite often loves it here too but...
I need to learn
how to roll a motherfuckin joint. lol. I tried a couple times but bleh- I have no patience though. Shit, it would be pretty helpful though. Or I should just get one of those machine things that does it for you. Hmmm
Christmas is in 3 days!
ohbabyitsnatalie:
I hate how
Ryno hates taking pictures -_- when we first got together, he was always more than happy to take one! But now he’s always so stubborn and NEVER wants to take a picture. When he finally does, he doesn’t even like smiling or anything. ugh annoying. all i want are memories!! for a picture album in the future. GEEeez.
Just because
erickalm:
I don’t react back, it doesn’t mean I don’t know, and it definitely doesn’t mean I’m afraid. It just means I know how to act like a damn adult.
Love is shown in your actions, not in your words.
Frustrated. Scrambling to finish alllll my online shit that’s due in about four hours… debating if I should just give up now and just take the gaddamn F :( fuck. My first F at Heald :( ugh it’s gonna ruin my freakin gpa. I was doing soooo good too! I really really realllyyyy hate my online classes! Fuck never again.
I wonder how
our lives would be without social networks..
I can but I can't
wait to have a baby.
Seems like everyone is having one these days… babies all around.. ugh they’re so cute!! I know it’s much more than that but yeah.
Not planning on having one anytimeeeee soon. lol just saying. Now isn’t the time for me.. Hopefully, maybe, one of my close friends will have one soon ;) *cough cough* tahaha
random thought
Timing is everything.
Great. -_-
I. AM. FUCKING. SICK. Out of allllll times, I just HAVE to be getting sick on one of my busiest weeks ever. Stressing out cuz I procrastinated way too much this past quarter soooo I have like a day to finish my projects & late work. Thankfully my teacher is super nice and she’ll give me until Thursday, Friday at the latest, to turn them in. YES! But then there comes my online hw.. I...
No expectations, no disappointments.
Trying to figure out what in hell in my heart I ain’t doing right.
– Usher
All I ever felt was this, helplessness, imprisoned by a selfish bitch. Chew me up and spit me out, I fell for this so many times, it’s ridiculous. And still I stick with this. I’m sick of this but in my sickness and addiction, you’re as addictive as they get, evil as they come, vindictive as they make em. My friends keep asking why I can’t just walk away from. I’m...
i have
so much feelings bottled up inside. i really need to vent.
i feel like i’m gonna explode.
bleh. :/
If you want a good man, get it together. If you...
I love it when you can relate to a song soooo much that the lyrics are exactly what you’re feeling.
I especially love it when the song was just an ‘alright’ song and then it turned into a fucking bomb ass song… when you could finally relate and feel what the artist was trying to portray.
I definitely cannot live without music.
I don’t think he understands the sacrifices that I made, maybe if this bitch had acted right I would’ve stayed. But I’ve already wasted over half of my life I would’ve laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for you. No more pain bitch you took me for granted, took my heart and ran it straight into the planet, into the dirt I can no longer stand it. Now my respect I...